11.16.20 Forgot to Post This Then
I haven't added any new posts since back in June, I believe. This
has been a long year. I know that not a whole lot will change come the
new year, so I'm not going to say, "I can hardly wait for January." But
January does bring longer days. By about the 10th, the lengthening
days become visible. That means Spring is not too far behind. It has
been a gloomy fall, although the fall foliage was incredibly brilliant.
Michael and I spent a lot of time in the Saab convertible just driving
through the countryside enjoying the display.
This is the year
of COVID 19. Massachusetts has been under strict restrictions, although
we, out here in this north, borderline community, have been able to
relax far more than in the cities. We are required to wear masks when
we go into stores. Here in Massachusetts, though, they want to make
sure we wear masks whenever outside out homes. Winter is coming. The
real question is, how much are we going to be outside our homes.
Churches are still limited in the numbers that can actually attend. My
family is afraid that we are going to catch it, so we won't be seeing
them for a while. We've spent a lot of time wearing masks with family
because of their activity. We are not celebrating Thanksgiving together
and I expect Christmas is off the list as well. I haven't hugged or
kissed my family since last March. I don't know when that will happen
again. Today a second vaccine was announced, but I have no idea when
this will be made available to me. I'm not sure I really care other
than touching my family again. I am not given to depression, but I sure
am feeling down.
I haven't done much quilting this year. I do
have a quilt I'm trying to put on the frame, but my interest level is
really down. I've prepared "My Gift to My Circle of Care" documents.
This is an end of life plan for an at home, if possible, simple death.
This sounds like why I should be depressed, but it is not. This was a
practical endeavor while intertwined in the process was this wonderful
series of verses on what death is like for a believer. I'm going home
to be with the LORD. That works for me, but it isn't yet time to dwell on dying. There is still yet living to do.
I
have also spent time in Bible Study. That is the one thing that picks
me up. My Father and Savior are so faithful to me, even now. They are
my one Hope. I spent time in Romans this summer sure hoping that my
pastor would teach this book and he has. I am so grateful. I studied
this book out on my own. It is the premier book written on the gospel.
The apostle after many years of sharing the gospel wrote a letter to
the Roman church of believers. This book is a culmination of all Paul
had learned. I wanted Pastor Dave to teach this so that I was sure with
confirmation that what I saw was accurate. Yes, I learned it right. I
never know when someone will challenge me just because I'm me. But now
I know that my study accomplished exactly what Jesus wanted it to
accomplish. I know He was the one teaching me, but I wasn't sure I was
reading it right although it is how I live. Dave, a pastor for many
years has been teaching through this book; I now have full confidence
that I have not misunderstood. Thank You, my LORD and Savior!! My
Christian walk has not been an easy one in the churches. Who am I that I
should know anything. Well, I don't apart from Jesus, but He has been
faithful to satisfy my thirst even when no one was willing to hear me
out. Thank You LORD Jesus!!
For
today, I have to finish preparing my "Circle of Care" documents to that
I can mail them out to my proxy as soon as I can. I've got to get her
address. So for now, I'm done writing. Hopefully next year will be a
little more productive as far as quilting is concerned. I have a lot of
equipment and a lot of fabric. I don't even need to buy anything for a
while.😊
So,
to my beloved family, I miss you all and will all this winter long,
but I'm hoping for a very blessed winter for you. Enjoy!
Counting all my blessings, all fifteen of you,
Love, Mom, Dianne, Grams